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[21 Nov 2006|05:05pm] |
I guess I'm going to use my new journal.
I don't know I might use both.
buttttttttttttt.
pictures from my vacation are in my new journal.
so adddddd it NOW. ;)
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) soglamorousx0
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[11 Sep 2006|08:08pm] |
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Friends ONLY now.
because I don't want weird, random people
reading about my exciting life ;D
comment to be added.
if you aren't already.
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[18 Jul 2006|10:48pm] |
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uhm let's seee yesterday
I woke up and robbie came over
so we layed out && swam.
but before we decided to go to 7-11
&& get slurpees.
except mine was gone the time we got back.
We had to take a detour through garden city
cause I saw these creepy guys that were standing
&& staring at me which scares me
cause I'm afraid I'd get rapped cause
I live in a sweet trashy sex offender area.
but anyways I layed out as usual 6 hours.
I got sun poisoning on my neck it itches badly.
but it didn't stop me from swimming & laying out today. :D
tomorrow I intend on laying out && swimming wif my bestie.
I'm happy I'm actually really tan.
6 days till mackinac. :D
10 days till camping. :/
♥ ♥ ♥
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[16 Jul 2006|10:29pm] |
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I love this weather. :D
I'm getting tan as heck each timeeee.
my face is bright red but I rather it be red then pale. ;D
I need to find new people to hang out with.
It's getting old and I'm sick of the same thing alll the time.
so anyone, let's hang out. :D
&& I actually mean it.
a week from today I'll be goneee for a week.
tomorrow I think I'm gonna start excerising
cause I would feel much better.
I know I'm not fat, but excersing is something I need to do.
but I highly doubt it'll last long
I just want flat flat stomach && thinner thighs.
I hate my thighs with a passion cause
there a pain when it comes to finding jeans.
like I'll find a pair that are perfect in the waist
but tight in the thighs & it's lame.
that's about it for now. :D
do your thang honey.
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[13 Jul 2006|11:47pm] |
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so much for laying out today.
I was tooo tired && lazy.
but tomorrow, saturday && sunday I deffinetly am.
it's suppose to be in the 90's I'm excited. :D
I'm gonna be in my pool for hourssssssss.
I really really wanna go shopping.
hopefully I'll be able to go before I leave for my lil vacas.
I'm really trying hard to save money for school clothes
all my money I save + my mom's money = lotssssss of school clothes. :D
I lost my allowence for this week.
cause I got these $30 pink sweat pants from victoria secret.
&& camo carpis from hollister which were $50.
so I shouldn't be complaining I didn't get my $20.
I was looking for hotels for mackinac and I found a nice gorgeous one
with a heated pool, hot tub, outside pool, spa thingy.
&& the best part is pets are allowed which works for my doggy.
It's also close to lake michigan && the beach. :D
even though were only gonna be there for two nights.
I feel lame cause I'm excited to go to mackinac I've never been there.
oh wellll.
I think that's about it.
does anyone even read my lame updates.
It'd be nice if people did. :p
♥
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[12 Jul 2006|10:12pm] |
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I'm starting to feel better.
I'm down to drinking all water && one can of pop a day.
I got a niice tan && the next few days are gonna be nice && hot.
starting to cut down on bad food.
Now I just gotta get motivated to exercise which I hate.
but other then that I'm starting to feel better about myself.
which is actually good && a first. :D
the 24th I'm leaving to mackinac for a few days
the 28th I'm leaving to go camping at some place.
then I think I might be going up north.
So that means like no staying inside.
I'll be laying out or outside everyday unless it's raining.
I'm excited. :D
for now I'm getting $30 a week for allowence. :D
I can't wait to go shopping for new clothes for new year.
I haven't decided whether I should get my hair highlighted blonde
or just get my hair dyed light brown.
eeeeek that's about it.
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[09 Jul 2006|10:55pm] |
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[08 Jul 2006|11:17pm] |
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Tomorrow I'm starting a new me && life.
well I'm changing my ways && habits.
I'm starting a diet too.
It consists of one meal && anything else I eat
when I'm hungry will be healthy.
I'm gonna try to excersise but that won't last long.
I hate how I don't have a job.
I think I'm good now though. ;]
I need money I neeeed to shop atleast every weekend.
I take drivers ed in two weeks finally. :D
I should have my liscense by winter hopefully.
almost 6 months I'll be 17 I can't believe how fast things are going.
it's seriously crazy soon highschool will be over.
after I graduate I'm goneeeeeeeeee. :D
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| new outlook. |
[05 Jul 2006|03:08pm] |
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so yeah scratch that entry I deleted.
I've done SO much thinking the past few days.
&& something else happend that made me start to think.
I'm done having a pessimistic outlook on everything.
these are the last two years
&& I don't want to be blahh about everything.
I want to be happy and enjoy my life.
yeah there will be rough times that come around.
BUT
I'm not gonna let the worst of things; get the best of me anymore.
I'm starting new on everything. :]
&& I'm done being so lazy && careless about myself.
from now on I'm gonna be optimistic && happy.
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[01 Jul 2006|01:27am] |
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uhm yeah.
summer lately feels so boring && lame.
the end of may-middle of june was so much fun.
but I think August will be much better then now.
because everyone will be back from vacation and what not.
everyone left me to go somewhere and I'm stuck home. I hate it.
at the end of july I'm suppose to go somewhere.
I want to go to chicago. but who knows.
I really want to go somewhere hotttttt. I need a tan.
lately I've felt like shiiiiiit.
but I think i've decided to change.
from now on I'm going to be optimistic about everything.
I really hate wasting my time being all crappy and pissed off.
I need to lose weight too well atleast eat healthy.
I eat too much fast food. eeek.
my mom keeps bitching at me about how I do nothing.
I really really really neeeed a job.
I hate not having money and getting what I want.
my mom won't give me money cause "I don't deserve it".
I need atleast $500 to go shopping.
I want too much stuff. but I have a addiction to shopping.
I have till the end of august to get that money.
soon I hope to get my hair dyed light brown. :]
and I'm gonna get my third holes && belly button pireced.
so starting sunday I'm gonna become a new happy person.
real pointless entry oh well though.
♥ ♥ ♥
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[27 Jun 2006|10:41pm] |
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I'm a slut.
I'm a tease.
I'm a stuck up bitch.
I'm a alcoholic.
I'm a pot head.
&& lastly I'm a liar.
pretty sweeet huh?
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[24 Jun 2006|01:14am] |
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I Want ♥..
A guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot. Who calls me back when I hang up on him & tells me he loves me even when I am cursing up a storm. A boy who will pursue me & who kisses my forhead. A boy who will show me off to the world.. when I am in sweats & holds my hand in front of his friends. He thinks I am the prettiest when I have no make-up on & insists on holding me around my waist. A guy who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares & how lucky he is to have me. Someone who will give me a piggy back ride & will ride on the tire swing with me at the park Someone who will write on me, write to me & write about me. Someone I can argue with about football games. Someone who will swim with me in the pouring rain at night. Someone who is more goofy than romantic but knows the right things to say and do at the right times. I want a boy who would move the hair away from my eyes to kiss me & hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who liked to go for long walks at night & will dance with me in the rain. Someone who will give in to me, just to make me happy. Someone who will look me in the eye & that I can share so many memories with. Someone who will put little hearts and smiley-faces with my name next to it in their away messages. Someone who will go out to eat with me at tacobell & will wake up early to watch cartoons with me. Someone who will sing with me over the phone. Somone who will play all my favriote games with me for hours (Video games) & let me win but will play foreal when we are putt-putting. Someone who will go outside in weather that is so cold that it will freeze your fingers off in .5 seconds & build a snowman with me. A boy I can take home to mom & knows how to make me LAUGH. Someone who will sneak out & get into trouble with me. Someone who will sit on the phone with me, and on the computer at the same time. Someone who will bring me over soup when I am sick & remembers special dates. That guy who will buy me a fish just beacuse mine just died. A guy who will give me a kiss goodbye, and 3 seconds later will be grabbing me just for another kiss. Someone who will share their hoodie with me when I am cold & who will cuddle with me even when I jump/kick & scream during a scary movie. Somone who will compromise with me. I want a guy who likes to play with my hair & will have tickle fights with me. Someone I can take naps with & lets me sit on him when there isnt a seat for me. Someone I can learn from, and someone I can teach new things. Someone who will call at 12pm just to say goodnight, or 2 in the morning just to say they were thinking about me. The One Who Will Turn To His Friends & Say "Thats Her". I just want a good guy for once <3..
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[18 Jun 2006|09:13pm] |
I'm sick of it. what am I not good enough.
I'm sick of trying. I've been alone for almost a year.
I'm sick of the many hook ups. but maybe it's my fault too.
I want a relationship but I'm also scared.
Everytime I've been hurt && I'm sick of it.
I miss the feeling of knowing I have someone alot.
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[10 Jun 2006|01:02am] |
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if life is a waste of time
&& time is a waste of life
then lets all get wasted
&& have the time of our lives
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[03 Jun 2006|09:54pm] |
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Ickkk. I had a horribly bad night last night. I cried my eyes out so hard last night I haven't cried that hard && that much since august. I really hate crying infront of people. I couldn't take it anymore. Thankfully my best friend was with me. && we went for a walk and I explained everything I seriously vented/cried my eyes out like for a good hour. && I vented with a bottle of smirnoff. I chugged that thing in like seconds. It just hurts to know what happend last night. I know how to make good descions and I would never get myself in a bad situation with a guy I'm not a easy dumb slut. I know how to stay away from creeps. I just wish people like my parents, aunt, && my best friends parents could see that. I've learned how to stay away from that stuff. I just want to be trusted, I'm a good person. blahhhh. I'm so thankful to have such a amazing best friend.
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| hang over time. |
[27 May 2006|09:22pm] |
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My name is: Lauren.
I am: sitting in the computer room
Right now, I feel: hung over.
The sounds I hear are: music playing
Around me, I see: books and office looking things
I think it's weird that: im going to be a junior &&* 17
It bothers me when: people ignore me.
The best thing about my personality is: idk
My worst quality is: I get too attached, and care too much about boys.
My favorite part about life is: amazing times with my friends.
Things attractive in the opposite sex: smile, taller than me, amazing personallity, cutee. :D
Sometimes, I wonder about: what it'll be like after I graduate.
I usually get bored while: at school.
I'm afraid that: I'll end up alone the rest of highschool
If someone hates me, I: think not my problem.
I admire: people who are succesful with their lives.
I wish: I was happy &&* in love.
I feel exhilarated when: im having funn.
I appreciate: people who are there for you.
I'll never get over: boys hurting me all the time
I feel fat after: I eat too much fast food.
If I could tell the world just one thing, it would be: lifes too short to regret anything.
Some people are just so: jerkish.
I'm optimistic about: my life in 3 years
An event like this would traumatize me: loosing my mom.
I yearn for: happiness
I'm jealous of: gorgeous girls that get boys like that
I trust: only my best friend
My intuition is usually: idk.
One time, I spontaneously: I don't remember hah.
I haven't had this feeling in a long time: love.
I am proud of: getting amazing grades so far. [[5 A's &&* 1 B]]
I would never be seen wearing: extreamly tight clothes
The scariest dream I ever had was: I almost got attacked.
I am annoyed because: I feel sick.
I feel most beautiful when: I take time to get all dolled up.
I could care less about: who doesn't like me or hates me.
My favorite kind of movie is: Horror &&* Chick flix.
I often get distracted by: the computer
I am eager to: have an amazing summer.
I'm glad that: I have a awesome best friend.
I feel guilty about: nothing.
This really hurts: my tummy alcohol too much.
I've finally made peace with the fact that: we stopped talking.
I'm most talkative around: my friends.
I was so embarrassed when: lotss.
One feeling I hate is: sadnes &&* lonlinessss.
One feeling I love is: the feeling of butterflies &&* being loved.
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| happy birthday bestie. :0) |
[24 May 2006|11:38pm] |
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Today is my besties birthday. :0)
happy sweet 16th bestie I <3; you.
I can't wait till fridayyyyyy.
It's her hotel partayyy && I'm really excited.
I most deff am going to party it up. ;D
anyways... school is almost over 7 whole days left.
I can't believe I'm going to be a junior.
I'm really excited for summer to come.
I might be going to Texas this summer for a long time
If I do, I'll be really excited cause it gets really hot
which is perfect tanning weather. :D
tomorrow I am going and getting a hoop put in my nose. :]
I'm really really hoping I can get my hair hightighted or dyed.
I want blonde on the top and light/medium brown underneath.
blahh. I'm actually really upset with myself lately.
I can't believe how much I let myself get so lazy && careless. :[
I really really neeeeeeeeed some motivation.
&&* i really miss the feeling of having someone.
I've gone to long feeling this way
but I'm not making any effort into changing that feeling
so obviously I have no right to complain? blahhhh.
hopefully I'll have pictures from friday to put in here :D
comment cuties.
goodnightie :-*
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